I’m in love with my best friend 🙁 . we’ve been best friends for four years, and I’ve spent the last 2 of them trying to hide that I love him. He makes me feel whole, is the only one who can always make me smile, he cares so much about his friends and knows where he wants to go. But I don’t think he feels the same way, I’ve made it clear twice how I feel. both times he was like ‘okay’ and then we don’t talk about them, he acts like they never happened and its killing me. how am I not good enough? I’m pretty, I’m smart, I’m kind, I’m popular for good reasons, I know him better then anyone, and I’m the only girl who understand him. how am I not good enough? will my heart ever be able to let him go in 40 days? in 40 days we graduate….