I was s******* manipulted and abused by my older brother when I was 6. He was 17.
I’m 20 now, and the pain I carry inside my heart is too heavy.
I’m mentally and emotionally exhausted. I live with shame, guilt, and depression…. Yet, it wasnt even my fault.
Why must i live with this pain when he gets to enjoy life without regret?
I was just a little kid, and ive been living without purpose ever since.
