I need a mental help. I want to get better. I feel like drowning in a deep sea. Everything is pitch black. I want my life back. I miss the old me. I hate myself now. I’m hurting inside but no one care. No one ever did. I’m always not good enough. They’re treating me like I’m invicible. I want to be in a place that I’m appreciated. I do not belong here. I hate looking at the mirror now. I hate my reflection. I used to dolled up, I used to be praised for my looks. I hate myself now. I used not to give a damn on what others think. I’m toxic. I hope this will be over soon, very soon.
