I have so many pent up emotions that I don’t know how to deal with. I can’t cry, I physically cannot cry to vent it. Tears just won’t come out. I have friends but I’m not comfortable enough talking to them about it. I have family but I don’t think they’ll understand. I feel so so alone because even I don’t know why I’m so sad and frustrated. I’m privileged, I’m lucky to be able to have all this stuff, to have shelter and food. I thought I’d talk about it anonymously just to get my thoughts straight. But it’s not really working either.
