Thoughts..
There’s a dull pain in my heart.. which makes me aware of its being, every time my heart beats..
not something which can’t be ignored, but not something over which we destroy a loved ones peace.. which he fought so hard to achieve ..
I try hard to put up a smile, and let the pain slide by for atleast a moment.. the will power it takes to do that.. even a moment seems like eternity..
I’ve seldom had doubts over our relation.. but not once did I doubt it since the day I got married to him.. that day something changed.. which told me he’ll never set me aside, no matter what happens we’ll be in everything together..
and now, though he says we’re doing it together, Sometimes i wonder, is it really true? If yes then Why is it that I feel so replaced, so unimportant, so un-needed?
Does he not miss me?
I know that people are replaceable in companies.. but in relations too?
