This isn’t really a secret but I just wanted to get it off my chest that it hurts when two of your best friends plan to have you over and then lie about why it has to be later in the day because their together and then completely ignore you and never invite you over that day. It gives me so much anxiety and I hate myself so much when you do this. I cleared any plans I had for the day to hang out with you and you lied and let me down. Now I’m so mad at myself and hate myself and I have so much anxiety so thanks for making me feel like a loser. I know you can be thoughtless about these things sometimes but these things hurt and you really hurt me today N****e. And I hope you know how s***** you make me feel because you do this all the time. You should be ashamed of yourself.