Leave me alone you stupid b****! I don’t want to hear your f****** conspiracy theories. I want you to f****** leave me the f*** alone. I’m tired of being your doll, your puppet. I’m tired of having to pretend to be your mirror image so you’ll love me. I hate it but I pray for you to die every night so the pain stops. I don’t really want you to die, i want you to stop hurting me. I can never be free while you walk this earth, though. You will never really know me, or love me. You’re too narcissistic. Your BPD is just the icing on the cake. I’m tired of your f****** s***. And yet I love you. And I would die before I’d ever let you. In fact, every conversation with you is a small suicide. Another layer of paint to the mask..because to you, I’m just a toy.