People who are scared to get cut are bunch of b****** or im just a dumb b**** for cutting myself, i dont really know what to feel anymore, it doesnt hurt, i dont wanna kill myslef, im so damn confused its hurting, im not a girl so i learned crying is against the law so ill just text it out, i havent cried since i was a kid and it f****** s**** like i lost the ability to do it. What should i even do like im f****** lost i dont think i have a reason anymore my longtime crush still hasthe same boyfriend since febuary 22 damn boyfriend, i cant seem to shoot my damn shot. No im not stalking them im still f****** loyal giving them they’re privacy. I wanna shoot myself in the head. I dont wanna die but i wanna feel pain, get me back into reality.