I am so lonely. I have no friends,just random people in my contacts and few college colleagues who may ask me to explain something for them or send me meme every month. I became so good at ignoring my loneliness and obvious lack of friends, but I can’t keep doing this at the moment. I am so alone. I sleep all day because I know no one would check up on me. My past relationship is over and we are at this awkward just friends stage. I am not suicidal, but if I had the choice I would choose to die right now.