Yeah I know ,
I’m just so lonely . Even for a phone call. Just so tired of being the person that’s always left behind the matter what I do or how hard I try it’s just not fair I’m not even allowed to have human contact with people
I’m sorry that you can’t forgive me we can’t talk again because of it I miss you I’m glad you’re happy now I’m sorry I just couldn’t be enough for you as a human being
Somehow I have to accept will never talk again because you don’t wanna hear from me. But it’s for the best because it would only be out of pity even if she would and I don’t want that anymore even if I have to sit alone just not fair I don’t know what makes me so different from other people
I promise I won’t try to like beg for a call anymore it’s just never going to happen I’m glad you’re well God is just I love you so much and it was nothing not even a true friend nothing
