I am confused..

Happy Father’s Day…

I am glad you are moving on well…

2 weeks might just be an excuse…

I will stop missing you..

I will stop texting you..

I tried to make everyone happy…. Nobody will know that I’m crying inside. No one will know except this diary

Put on my lingerie and drank 3 glasses of wine last night. Everything was perfect, kids were asleep and we had the room all by ourselves. We watched 2 movies together and he requested for a full body massage….bathed together but I couldn’t bring myself to do it..

Today i woke up late.. went for a swim and the kids were all happy making fun of me. Love to see them having so much fun.

As I’m writing this, I have this funny thought. I wonder if he loved me more or I loved him more. So childish right…

We have guests coming over for dinner.

Have to do some preparation.

That’s all for now..

Baby Girl