I can’t save myself . That’s why I don’t even ask for help anymore . I handle it on my own . I wish I could save her though, or anyone in pain. It’s hard for me to grasp I guess, that even if she is hurting or lonely, she does not want me. Anyone else probably but not me . So basically not only am I not worthy of company or love, no one wants what I have to give either . I have so much to give even if I can’t receive it myself .
