I’m sorry . I don’t mean to be hurtful . I just miss you so much . I want to be your friend so badly. I wish you could be a part of my life. I have a hard time believing anyone ever cares or misses me back because I’m not used to it . People treat me the same way they treat you . Identical . Like its unbelievable someone could want to be a part of my life or love me the same . What I want more then anything so of course I push it away …i decide I have to be strong and prepare myself for disappointment that will eventually come …..its not on purpose or a game …I’ve just been abandoned and left to fend for myself my entire . I don’t want to push away anymore from things I want most . I love you . Please can we talk ?
