My parents are a typical Indian parents who want their son to study 24/7 so that he could settle well in his life. Therefore they had me join f****** FIITJEE when I was in 6 grade. Since that day my social life was destroyed. I did not have friends at the apartment where I lived as most of the time I was at FIITJEE rather that playing with my friends while I was only 12 years old.
This torture of my parents to study literally all the time F****** increased tremendously when I reached 11th grade. Due to which I also lost my school friends whom I had since KG.
I used to get thoughts about suicide but never tried. I used to hurt my self by cutting my hand with a blade.
Right now I am in college 4th year and I have zero friends.
No one wishes me on my birthday including my relatives.
I am a loner and I crave to die.
