I’m sorry I made you so angry by trying to call. I honestly thought you wanted to talk too. Sorry if I sent you something to get dinner or was worried about you. Yes of course I will f*** off. I love you thank you for being a part of my life I guess we won’t be able to talk again it’s OK I understand. I want you to be happy. I promise I’ll try to stay away. I really did try though. I cried all day until I was ready to vomit I missed you so much the last few days I shook trying to call you. But I wanted you to know I love you and cared about you even if you don’t feel the same. I guess there’s nothing else to say. I miss you
Please be gentle with me I’m sorry that I still post here I’m still hurting I still miss you. I’m lonely starving actually just wanting a best friend or a connection with another human being so badly. Please forgive me I mean no harm. I hope and pray I will find that again with someone soon I understand it can’t be you that’s OK. And I don’t want you to be worried you don’t have to talk to me again or see me again it’s OK I can’t promise I won’t post anymore because I don’t have any other outlets and I have no one to call but I will stop trying to contact you if that’s what you want I’m so sorry I love you
