I miss you so much I’m so sorry I’ve tried so hard to go away. I spent money on therapy on pills I try to distract myself and I still miss you. I’m ashamed and embarrassed because I know you don’t feel the same or want to talk to me. I’m sorry for trying to force that on you sometimes I just miss you so much and there’s nothing I can do about it. I know I can’t be forgiven for hurting you and I know you don’t wanna talk to me I promise I won’t send anything again and I will respect the block and not text you from other numbers. It was a lesson that I needed I’m very sorry please forgive me wait you can’t forgive me friend just know that I understand you don’t wanna talk to or see me again. My brain understands it but my heart still misses and cries for you I’m so sorry.
