I miss you. Even though it was just a mistake you called back, thinking i was someone else.
Gosh I wanted to talk to you so much, or even be able to exchange a text or two. Just be able to catch up even. Would be nice to have someone to call sometimes especially at night. Im sure you would have wished me a happy birthday if you could have…maybe you were just afraid it would have encouraged me. Sorry about that. And sorry for the mixup. Its a bummer, but you just thought I was someone else. Otherwise you wouldn’t have called. I was hoping I was wrong, and you’d respond to even one of my texts so I knew it was okay to call…but you didn’t so I guess its not. Im sure that number is already blocked anyway.
Oh well. Its a disappointment but no one’s fault. Im sorry if your cat is hungry but if i can’t even reach you to talk to you, it feels weird to just send money …. I am sorry if you disliked the package. I spent hours putting it together. I wanted you to feel loved. I meant well. Now I just feel embarassed and stupid. Im sure you would have loved it had it been from someone else. I don’t even know what to say. I didn’t realize how much you really disliked talking to me. or me in general. Sorry.
I love you. Im sure i always will. I still wish I could call you. I know I can’t

Do you think someday ill have someone that wants to hear from me too? Im human you know, just like you I get lonely or miss having a connection with another human being. I know you want that too just not with me.