Can’t get self-harm & suicide out of my mind.
Wow, never imagined that f****** a 5’3 Ginger athletic m*** named Janet was the most amazing experience of my life. We fucked for several hours and let me tell you, she’s the best f*** I ever had. Can’t wait to f*** her more.
today has been an awful day. I won’t go into the full specifics but I feel like a failure for the actions of others and how they harmed me professionally and mentally. It came to a head when an act of kindness from one person nearly became a guilt they would carry. a lady stopped so I could cross the road. she had the right of way and didn’t have to stop. but she did. the person behind her whipped onto the shoulder of the road and around her nearly hitting me. had I walked faster, had i not been watching one persons act of kindness would have been a guilt that weighed on them. The worst part is I am not sure if am upset at the impatience of the person who nearly hit me, or disappointed I didn’t move faster.