I have trauma from my most recent ex boyfriend. His screaming and his stern voice follows me and haunts me. There’s not one day where I think about him telling me he was close to hitting me more than once. I think about how he belittled me constantly and bossed me around like I was his child. I couldn’t even show a f****** inch of my skin. I couldn’t talk about other boys or girls without him getting upset. I wish I never took his first kiss. no wonder he only does long distance relationships. When he broke up with me I didnt even cry at first. I was in shock that he blamed it all on me and my crying and “tantrums” well, Danny, I only had them because you were being irrational and upset over something that was 100% on you. It’s not my fault you stayed up till 2 am on a school night. It’s not my fault you put your friends over me and lied to me about when you were free and when you weren’t. It’s not my fault you were the way you were
