I cut my upper arm with a needle ..until it bleed just now ..i am not sleeping ..and i have not eaten anything since afternoon…and also nit drank water ..maybe i am punishing my self for what i did to my brother…i did not know but i told papa something my brother said in morning…and now papa is not talking to my brother…i did not know that i have a manipulative way of talking ..but know i know ..i am sorry brother ….please forgive mee….i am on my knees..god knows that i am sorryyyy…..please brother please sorrry i will never show my face ..never ever….but please i am sorry …….