Before I start I know I shouldnt be saying this as a son; but my step-mother isn’t what we thought her to be. As a matter of fact, I think that my dad’s so-called love life won’t render me mine to even start. I’m 26 right now, and never ever had any realtionships ever.. And now I guess seeing what happens when you’re in love and the kind of decisions you make, I don’t think its gonna be easy for me to do that. There’s a part of me who’s gonna always be scared of facing the same as dad; and I guess given the pessimistic vibe, any girl I fell in love with won’t love me back.
My step-mom, she’s just one hell of a mean wicked woman; and I’m not ashamed to say that. Not ashamed at all. All she cares for is his son and the only reason I exist for her is to take all my salary, give me nothing and make me do all the works she can. But that’s not even enough. She’s so full of ego that if you even accidentally don’t hear her voice calling to you, she’s gonna be so pissed off that she’d start scolding without stop.
Finally when she is done with everything else like calling me good for nothing (regardless of taking all my salary and giving me NOTHING), she’d call our relatives to say I’m doing nothing just sitting and eating and show that her imbecile son, who couldn’t even properly manage his shop’s rent is carrying out the expences.
I’ve lost all the motivation to do better and get a better job, coz even dad doesn’t says s*** to her for anything. I know he loves me more than anything, but he’s counting on time to settle everything. Meanwhile I keep on being on the receiving end of her thwart behaviour. If time was any healer the things would have gone better, not worse. And I keep on suffering.