I feel like everything is wrong. I’m up against a problem that I have no right fixing, but I hate seeing it continue. I can’t love my best friend and hate his SO at the same time. I can’t help them get better, but I can’t separate them. I can’t tell any more people, but I can’t hold it in. I can’t go on feeling like this, but I can’t ignore the problem.
I just can’t
Why did you have to do this? You could have kept your washed up life to yourself, but instead you had to take his away. He’ll just be a shell, and in time, you’ll throw him away like the rest of your “friends”.
I have no control in this, so all I can do is hope that something out of control fixes it, be it God, karma, magic, or entropy. I don’t care.
Please just end this.
