I hate my dad I hate him whenever I try to say why I don’t they won’t listen they blame me. I get images of killing him I hate him I want to kill him sometimes and I sometimes cry myself to sleep. People have it worse though I don’t even want to look at him sometimes I hate it if he even looks at me now. He is catholic but he never pays attention to us really he just goes on the bed and listens to podcasts. I get bored easily and sometimes do dumb stuff does dumb stuff would sometimes lead to stuff I hate he always hits me. He’s thrown me on the floor given me threats of breaking my jaws he’s told me to shut up several times although I wasn’t loud he’s made me bleed. I hate him.
