Does anyone here now the feelings of boredom, pain, anger, nothing and confusion? Because I feel the combination od all of those feelings every day. I can never reach out for help because I am too scared of what will happen next.
I have loads of work for school but I am unable to do it. I find myself being angry and frustrated a lot. And when someone tells me to calm down I get even more angry.
I feel lonely. And I wish the feelings stopped but also started. I’m tired of feeling this way.
I am tired of people making assumptions about me. Thinking they figured it all out when in reality they know nothing.
Over the years I became a great actor. Putting on the mask of being happy and/or rude. Not that I never feel happy. I just use it when I don’t. Every time I hope someone sees through.
I am not able to control this anymore. I want answers. I need answers. But I don’t know the questions.
Please help. I don’t want to give up.