ive always felt trapped. even after i was taken away from my abuser. even after he was sentenced to prison. i fucked up my life and i should just end it now. my birthday is close and it depresses me. i don’t want to celebrate the life that i hate and wish i could stop. theres nothing to be happy about anymore. all i do is drag everyone around me down. all i do is bother everyone so now i’ve resorted to posting this on this god awful site. im tired. im lonely. im going to kill myself. im so sorry for everything ive done. im so sorry.