I think you blocked my Instagram. It’s okay though because I shouldn’t even be checking that’ but it’s j weird that you did. I dont know if you’re actually leaving me alone this time. A part of me doesn’t want u to but the majority does. Constantly hearing your explanations and reasons for why we should be together is driving me crazy and makes me want to scream. I j wish I can go back and take back the day I let us talk. I shouldn’t have let us talk or be together cause now everything hurts more than it should. I’m less upset abt texting you today, maybe Bc you spammed me in the morning w another bunch of paragraphs and a video on how much you love and miss me. Or maybe Bc I keep trying to remind myself that it won’t be healthy to be w u again. Again, i wish the best for you and for you to let go of me Bc it’ll only get harder if you don’t. Take care love and stop doing the most Bc trust me, the new me that’s coming out of this different type of hurt isn’t the same me that you were with. I’m sorry.