I hate every part of me because I ruin the best things for myself when I don’t even mean to. I hate that I won’t be good enough for you even though I’m the one who fucked up. I just wanna be worth it, I’ve done everything I can to get where I’m at. I miss you each day and you want to be without me but I don’t think you need that but who am I to say what you need. I’m the one who put everyone in this position. Please see all the good I’ve given you and pasts all my wrongs. I’m better for you and only you and there’s not another person that deserves it. I’d wait around years for you and it sounds so stupid like I’m gonna be over you in a month but I’m not, you’re always gonna be the one and deep down I know you know that. Please accept my love, my efforts, and my regret.