If you don’t feel worthy of being loved you need to change your attitude buddy. If you hate yourself how do you expect someone else to love you. You are no different then anyone else. You can get fit, work on your personality etc etc. You are capable of these things. Stop thinking so much. Yeah life’s hard and you will get hurt but you ll get over it. Cmon you only have one life own it. Right now thousands of people who don’t want to die are dying. Cmon positive attitude you can do it