I don’t believe I am worthy of being loved im just done with trying to understand people and love them I am afraid of being hurt by others I am bi and I understand how much others can hurt people and how sadistic people can be. I just want to be loved but I don’t think it is possible for people to love me im not attractive im not really funny im not dedicated and give up quickly im not fit im just kind of repulsive I just needed to get this out their somewhere. it is not even like I’ve been hurt by someone I just hate myself. I want to die.