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When I think about you
My heart hurts
A lot.
The pain I feel when I think about you
Is addicting
I want to be in pain
Because it means I know you
I’m so stupid
Naive
But do you think I’m beautiful?
Am I too young for you?
Are we too different?
Do I excite you?
Am I interesting?
Do you love me?
Like I love you?
You couldn’t possibly
And that’s what hurts so much
I love you
And think about you
And you know me
And that is all.
If you knew
How many times I’ve cried.
That it was more than what you knew
That I didn’t cry that day because I was leaving
I cried that day
Because I couldn’t tell you.
Because even when I did
You didn’t listen.
How careless you’ve been with me
With my feelings
How you looked me in my teary eyes
And told me you were using me
That you play this stupid.
When you’ve known all this time
The complete and total wreck you’ve made me
You use me
I let you
Still trying to be “the cool girl”
Still trying to be “the one”
If any of that was true
I wouldn’t need to try
It would be
But I run around in little circles
Like a cat
Chasing a feather on a string
How amused you must be
To have me so hooked
Wailing outside your door for attention.
Let me in.
Please let me in.
Love me.
I want you
Your body
Your mind
Your attention
Your love
And most of all
I want to hate you.
I want to escape this
But it feels like
I never will…
You don’t love me
You don’t love me
You don’t love me
You don’t love me
You don’t love me
You don’t love me
You don’t love me
You don’t love me
You don’t love me
You don’t love me
You don’t love me
You don’t love me
You don’t love me
You don’t love me
You don’t love me
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You don’t love me
You don’t love me
You don’t love me
You don’t love me
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You don’t love me
You don’t love me

New Confession

My wife and I are small in stature, I’m 5’4″ and she is 4’10” weighs 78 lb . When she was going to have our second child the doctor sent us to King Edward Memorial Hospital in Perth because our baby in her 8th month had wrapped the umbilical cord around her neck. We met an interesting huge black man who was in Neonatal care in the US there who invited us to dinner at the Hostel he stayed at. He rubbed my wife’s tummy while talking after we ate, after while she sat on his lap. It turned me on to seeing her so small and pregnant so close to his enormous c0ck. While we stayed close to the hospital we visited him a few times per week. Each time feeling her tummy while she sat on his lap his hand drifted closer to her gnitals and b00bs. We went to his room when she was 9 months and three days, he said when she was that close to delivering she could take even his c0ck easily. I said “Baby you used to tell me you would like to know what a big c0ck was like, he is offering you that chance.” she said “What if you aren’t enough after I do it?” . I just said something like we’ll figure it out I want to see you at you’re best. It didn’t take more the 5 minutes after the conversation he had licked her pu55y and started stuffing 10″ of c0ck the size of a redbull can inside her. She couldn’t take the whole thing till she 0rgasmed 3 minutes into s** that lasted25 minutes the first time. While his 1oad was running out of her and he was sucking her nipple5 I encouraged her to take advantage of the situation and do it again. They let me record the next time on my iPhone , 34 minutes, we had a*** s** right after. I didn’t know they had s** while I slept till the next morning when I awoke and she was sleeping with him. When Our daughter was born three days later she said they had s** 11 times and she wanted to do it again before we went home. I agreed to more of their alone time. When Our daughter was two, my wife asked me for permission to be bred by him. I said if I can but a whole redbull can inside you then okay. She couldn’t take more than 1/2 when we started but she could when he bred her 4 months later, we have a 3 year old b******** son, my wife already s**** him off.

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