As high school senior, I never expected much. Corona didn’t effect me emotionally besides feeling bad for others. But high school has been officially ended for me besides online classes. I’ll get to see my friends again and some of my best friendships I’ve made have been created this year. I don’t understand why I’m so sad and depressed about it.

I wanted to go to senior sunset, get yearbooks signed, and give people my photo. I wanted to go to my clubs because I’ve met some of the most amazing people in them. I’ve only gone to a couple of the meetings and I’ve become so close with them. I get head pats from some of them and I truly care about them. Prom didn’t seem like a big deal at first. However, my friend who hasn’t gone to a single dance promised to go and I was so happy. I’ve only gone to two, but I wanted to experience the “high school life.”

I recently met my boyfriend and love him so much. However, we won’t be going to the same college as me. I’ve been dating him for month and I haven’t seen him physically since we started. I miss him so much and now I don’t know if I’ll even get to see him before I start college.

I won’t get to see all my friends on my birthday and they’ve supported me through so many hard times when I just cried. They’ve been here to support me and the fact that I won’t ever be able to express how much I appreciate them in person hurts me so much. I want to give them all hugs especially when I hear how some of them are suffering. I miss them all so much.