People just hate me, I have tried changing myself and it just doesn’t work out. I never got along with anybody, not even my family. My mother just let me grow by myself, she never guided me through puberty or anything, I just watched TV from evening to night. My father dumped household on mother and kept busy with work. I grew to become this odd and mentally immature thing everyone had good laugh about. I tried till I was 27 and it hit me that I just don’t have it in me to make normal human relationship with anyone.

There is no person or purpose for my life, I’m just dead as much as I’m alive. You can look at me and know I’m odd, I walk odd, I smile odd, everything is off the normal range that society accepts. It is hell to be only one of your kind and live life.

To all people who are on different level and form struggle, I pray for you.

I will live because I’m odd but that is just me and I’m fine with myself.