I am honestly starting to hate my dad. when I believed he cheated I told my mother and he blamed it on my mother and I, and waited a whole WEEK, and only confessed that he was watching p*rn in the bathroom because my mom announced she was pregnant. He still blames me and says that I was lying, while I’m still not too far off from what I thought he was doing, but he had not apologized for what he has done, to my mother for putting her in that situation, for blaming me, for involving my other three siblings, NOTHING. He acts like everything is fine, but he has never really been a father figure in the first place. He has never really been involved or tried connecting with my siblings, has to be reminded of EVERYTHING, and just overall just doesn’t act like a father, and really only acts as the money maker for my family. The fact that my dad was willing to watch me and my mother BURN in that fire, for claiming I was the liar putting it on him, not even noticing I was starting to fall into depression, not eating, moments where I felt no pain, no emotion, or anything, and the fact that he STILL has not shown remorse makes my blood boil. My mom says there are still SO many things that my mother says he’s done in the past, and it makes me want to have her leave him, but at the same time I know it will destroy my family. My mother doesn’t work, and my dad does. I have 4 siblings, me being the second eldest. I just hate this, and I don’t want to have to put my family through divorce, but he hasn’t tried to change over the past 20 years either.
