I love you more than I thought I ever could. I always thought that things would be different, but I do not mean as much to you as you mean to me. I watch from afar and know that you aren’t and never will be mine. I will never measure up. I watch you talk about her, and I see how you smile. I hate myself more as each day passes because I cling on to you. She makes you happy so I step back. I hear the whispers and I hope that she won’t because I don’t want her to think I am doing anything. I need to let you go before something happens, but I can’t seem to do it.