I live in a society where if you’re a girl you cannot take or make your own decisions, you can’t move out, do what you want or express yourself the way you want, everything is made for you to follow, I cannot dress the way I want, I cannot speak the way I want and I cannot live the way I want, in fact, I cannot live at all, I’m 19 and I still can’t get out of the house, because my parents simply don’t want me to, whether its a move-out or just hanging out with friends, I cannot do it, I mean I don’t even have any friends at this point because I don’t really leave the house which is not something I decided for myself, and as stupid it might sound to most people from the outside, people here think that it’s completly normal, infact if I complained to anyone about it theyd shame me for being ungreatful, so I dont know what to do about it, some people advised me to call someon for that, someone who could legally help me, but that would involve cops at some point and i would never call the cops on my own parents, besides if i wanna consider doing that i can promise you that im going to get hurt, because i will become shameful for the family that theyd wanna hurt me, and trust me i have so many physchos in my family, so i wouldnt be safe to doing that in the first place, i thought about running away but then i thought that they might be able to bring me back even tho im 19, im not really sure, if anyone has any advice or information on these matters please let me know.