The cycle of mental illness is continuing in my family.

I don’t know what to do, there is no reasoning with any of them, even when you think you can try.

It’s really just useless because they are all stuck i their own selfish mindsets

“Me against the world! Everyone s***! I have to do everything alone! Feel sorry for me s***!”

I really can’t understand people who don’t have an empathetic bone in their body
and then even when they do things get twisted, people perceive things so reversed sometimes.

I just wish my sister would become more stable and show some kind of humility but she is seriously going through an even worse mental breakdown than I have ever seen her.

She was always erratic and always very head strong but I know that the insanity of our Mother is part of her biggest problem and it will never be resolved probably not even until after my parents are both long gone.

In her defense they tortured and abused us, forced us into a cult, kicked her out when she got pregnant as a teenager.

I myself have been very angry for a long time, and trying to deal with the issues that are so complicated within family matters gives me such a headache. I’ve concluded that it’s not worth my time to focus on any of this s*** anymore.

I am worried about my sister who posts pictures on instagram of her self harm and recently posted a picture of her black eye with the caption reading that she had just overdosed and all this other s*** for strangers to see.

She must be going through a really difficult time if this is what she has resorted to for attention… idk.

We haven’t talked in over a year after I told her that if she hates her life so much she should’ve aborted her kid, she has four now, with three different men.

She’s constantly complaining, she is greedy and humiliating everything blew up