I don’t know how much longer I can go on like this, I dont want to feel like this anymore. I dont want to wake up and hate everything and have to take a bunch if pills to feel s***** but not care about anything. I can’t tell if I actually hate my wife and want a divorce or if it’s me wanting some control or trying to run from my problems. I hate my job, I dont like being with or around my wife, I dont want to go home, i dont enjoy the things i used to enjoy, and I dont care about much of anything other than my daughter. And I still am thinking about leaving my wife even if it means I never get to see my little girl again.
