I hate my life, I hate I have to care for my autistic child all the time, I can’t visit my parents because husband and parents are not on talking terms.
Basically my husband want to come along with me to my parents home but he won’t talk to anybody, he will be in my room eating food and snacks while I can give my child to my siblings to care for him and we can go out or have s** in the room. I mean it is so pathetic, because to avoid this s*** from happening I don’t go to my parents.
I really want to go alone to my parents, I need break from my husband, if he comes along I must take care of his needs there too, but I just want to relax a bit and recover mentally.
Husband just won’t help around the house, won’t take his diabetes medication and just want to win every argument. I always have to be careful not to get too competitive or else there will be fight next day.
The worst part of it all is that it is all my fault that I didn’t get along with his parents because of which now they won’t babysit. That’s the reason why I should be taking up all the burden while he disrespect my parents.
My parents won’t help me get divorce and I can’t make money with disabled child to care for. I’m just dead from inside.