• 1 year ago

It was fine. This day was well. Night time came and it went to hell real fast. I’m crying my eyes out. He can’t be serious. He said through text that he’s tired of existing – and he expects me to say okay to that? How can I not be worried? He says we’ll talk again tomorrow, but will we? If he really does end up dead I will be too I cannot take this I just can’t accept the possibility of him killing himself, he’s gone through so much, he’s so strong and he made it this far… he can’t lose himself just like that. God I’m scared my eyes hurt my heart hurts I can’t think I can’t sleep I don’t know what to do please let him be okay olease let him be okay i cant take this i cant live without him PLEASE. dont take my beloved away