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It’s New Year’s Eve. And I should think that it’s been a great night. Watched a movie with my mom and my brother for some family bonding, which is more than what we usually do. I’m supposed to be excited for the new year but I just feel angry. Thinking that I can’t wait until I can sleep so the night is finally over. Thinking how much I dislike my dad. Thinking how frustrated I am about not being able to put into words what’s really upsetting me when I argue with my brother about something pointless because it sure isn’t the content of the conversation that’s bugging me- but the way I feel unseen, dismissed, overlooked, stupid, unintelligent, unimportant, the way he looks down on me like an idiot while he’s all high and mighty and rubs in my face how stupid my comments are and how much sense I don’t make. So many words. And that’s still not even accurately depicting how I feel. And if I said all of this to him, he would think that this is stupid as well and that he is right and disregard the fact that I feel absolutely miserable and I am in agony and want everything to feel normal. And I know I am stubborn. And I am doing something wrong. But I don’t want it thrown in my face. Heh.. happy new year.

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I was 14 for my first television show and on the side stage before going on camera one day the producer’s son that was 8 years old came up to me dragged up a chair and started hugging me and kissing me for righteously and started massaging my d*** and continued until it ejaculated and then he put my hand on his d*** which was very hard and then moved my hand up and down and I gave him a throbbing o***** as well we continue that for the rest of our lives and moved to Italy when he was 14 and got married I’m 20 years later we would not have it any other way but the point of this message is he chose that at 8 years old and it’s not regretted a moment of it and neither have I when we spent the night together he enjoyed f****** me and became one of the smartest people in his class…… He would spend the night with me on a night before filming and then later I stayed in his suite at his home and he began f****** me at 9 years old and had the most beautiful sounds of ecstasy his mother would come in and say you boys don’t stay up too late now as his d*** was throbbing in me….. After we were together about 6 months he had two other brothers and he said could we help them have o***** so he let them f****** as they had no one to give them o*****…… They were so incredibly beautiful …. Robbie showed them how to f****** from the rear and how to lubricate the p**** and they watched until they completed o***** and then the next one took his turn while the other two stood by with hard dicks throbbing even though they had just completed f****** me they both kissed my heart throbbing d*** as they went back to their own rooms Robbie took care of my d*** after they left and drank everything and became a part of me later with his first e********** as he was f****** me I became a part of him through The years our passion and love for each other have never stopped that is why I cannot identify with the control people want to have over what boys do with their d*** and who they can give it to and what they can do with it it’s a part of who they are it helps them become who they are meant to be

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