Two nights ago, I had trouble sleeping over dreaming about one of my dates that I went out with a while back, and I was so anxious that I jumped out of bed and entered the bathroom to give into self-gratification in order to vent out any wildness inside me. It was hard for me to try to resist the urge of m*********** in my sleep, but I did not want to make a mess of things. Now, I’m back to square one in working on resisting from temptation, but hopefully in time I will learn to be stronger and resourceful.
