I’ll start off with I love my fiance, probably more like I’m crazy for them. But they cheat. I see the messages they send on their phone sometimes while laying in bed next to them. It’s not a question of whether I’m misunderstanding, the messages are very graphic as well as confessions of love for these other people. I’ve even overheard some very damning things from the people they voice chat with online. This all paired with them almost never wanting to have s** with me really makes me feel worthless, as well as suicidally depressed. At this point we’ve been together for more than five years and I feel like I’m so deep into this that there’s no way out.
