I feel like an absolute burden to my family. I can’t enjoy one single day or second in my life without getting shitted on by family. Even when I’m just

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I feel like an absolute burden to my family.
I can’t enjoy one single day or second in my life without getting shitted on by family.
Even when I’m just happy about something that went on during my school day or even my birthday, they all find a way to turn that moment into a horrible and dark day.

Not one of my birthdays have been a success, my siblings always find a way to make it about themselves, get into a huge fight with each other, and then walk out before my birthday dinner has started.

Even when I’ve have had to dealt with s***** people on school and finally stood my ground, they turn it against me as if I was the one in wrong when the other person clearly was.

For example, a teacher I had for 1 semester had made sly comments about me behind my back and when I told my mom about it,
Her response was “well she probably didn’t even mean it like that, your friends are just telling you lies”

Even if they were lying to me, it’s horrible for your to not even support your daughter

Now the burden part comes in some many ways.

I forget to do one thing
Failure

I don’t know how to do something
Then learn how to do something in your damn life

Im going to do something myself
No you can’t do it, I’ll do it

And then even when I forget where I put things, they always make me feel like s*** about it. They constantly bring my age up to prove that since I’m young I should remember everything. Then they get annoyed and curse at me when I start crying and go into a silent panic attack.

I feel like s*** and an absolute retard when I already lose something but they just add more onto the pain where I don’t even cry in front of them but once I’m alone, I let it all out.

The sobbing, the screams, the begs for help. I something’s even bang my head into my wall just to punish myself for being a dumbass.

I’ve distanced myself from them and I’ve voided my love for certain family members and now I just act.
Honestly I feel like I could win an Oscar because they think I’m stable child but I just want to see this world be destroyed and kill myself with it along with kill others.

Well I just hope everyone has a wonderful holiday and enjoys the new decade, I don’t do resolutions anymore because no change comes out of them.

I’m still the pathetic p************ my family label me as.

New Confession

I was 14 for my first television show and on the side stage before going on camera one day the producer’s son that was 8 years old came up to me dragged up a chair and started hugging me and kissing me for righteously and started massaging my d*** and continued until it ejaculated and then he put my hand on his d*** which was very hard and then moved my hand up and down and I gave him a throbbing o***** as well we continue that for the rest of our lives and moved to Italy when he was 14 and got married I’m 20 years later we would not have it any other way but the point of this message is he chose that at 8 years old and it’s not regretted a moment of it and neither have I when we spent the night together he enjoyed f****** me and became one of the smartest people in his class…… He would spend the night with me on a night before filming and then later I stayed in his suite at his home and he began f****** me at 9 years old and had the most beautiful sounds of ecstasy his mother would come in and say you boys don’t stay up too late now as his d*** was throbbing in me….. After we were together about 6 months he had two other brothers and he said could we help them have o***** so he let them f****** as they had no one to give them o*****…… They were so incredibly beautiful …. Robbie showed them how to f****** from the rear and how to lubricate the p**** and they watched until they completed o***** and then the next one took his turn while the other two stood by with hard dicks throbbing even though they had just completed f****** me they both kissed my heart throbbing d*** as they went back to their own rooms Robbie took care of my d*** after they left and drank everything and became a part of me later with his first e********** as he was f****** me I became a part of him through The years our passion and love for each other have never stopped that is why I cannot identify with the control people want to have over what boys do with their d*** and who they can give it to and what they can do with it it’s a part of who they are it helps them become who they are meant to be

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