I wanna be the first one that a girl gives head to and vice versa. Since I’m 16 I’m sure that everyone that hasn’t given head/had sexwouldn’t wanna do it with me. I’m thinking about doing it with a 6 year old in a 3rd world country but it still wouldn’t be enough since it isn’t someone who actually appreciates me. I’ve improved so much socially and mentally but this seems to be one of the last things. I’ve never had a gf irl. Sometimes j wanna kill everyone because of my struggle of even finding a girl that would like me, even though girls’ve stared at me I have a small p****.