Hope getting it out works,
Broke up with my ex (Meghan moody) all because She could/would never spend time with me. And didn’t speak to me for a week after a confrontation. I had a break with her once and the relationship started again amazing. It then deteriorated until all I could think of was all the reasons to break up. She got deeply hurt the second time when I ended it with her and I was relieved (we had been dating for >1yr. Now apparently shes talking to another guy and it makes me sick even though I’ve done the same (but as rebounds.. I wouldnt get with then). Now seeing her on her sc story taking a selfie all confident and looking stunning I’m feeling all sorts of emotions. She tells me constantly that she still loves me and I have no clue how to feel cos shes just there cute as f*** and I cant don anything. I feel judged by all my friends and family. I don’t KNOW WHY IM FEELING LIKE THIS.