I felt so frustrated, I self-harmed for the first time in ages…
My bad behaviour is leeching into my friend group a bit, and it has especially gotten to the family… today, I just experienced a breaking point, had an emotional meltdown, and went so deep into it I cut my thigh with an empty mechanical pencil… what the f*** is wrong with me..? How can I make this stop? It hurts, and I don’t like it..