Well youre killing me then….

Whoever wrote that nothing you brought a tear to my eye.

If that is what I think it means, please just f****** do something. I don't need your help, I know you know what it is alright. I know you see it. I know it's not good. I AM going to deal with it and it will be better fast.

Look, listen to me. This is what you need to do. It might be hard, I understand, I know, its the only way other than trying a police style stopping manuver of my truck in the downtown, like a maniac you need to drop by that place for a visit, you, if you have kids, bring your kids, In know its strange, and TALK TO ME! I could also use some guidance and support on navigating stuff. Probably better to pay and have representation during that s***

Nothing can mean more than 1 thing obviously. My heart broke even though it's what I believe, but then…

Just stop by. Dont worry about anything. If you care, stop by. Right now at this moment, Im looking for papers. Damn 2014, now I need to search.

Or you could ask that one guy for my number. Please. If you care about me and us, for real, because I honestly don't believe It, but if you do, how could I not? Just please. Enough time, now.