So I’m stuck in my last year of school. And I have no friends. It’s been years and I have no friends. I have had friends but because of bad experience after bad experience I’d started to reject people. And now I am left with nothing. Just enemies really. And I have people who I can talk to but there’s no connection. And now I’m stuck. I wish I had someone who I could really connect with right now. I had someone but they’ve turned out not so nice (I hate to say that they’ve been very nice to me in the past) we were together and then we broke up and tried to remain friends but it got messy as that stuff always does and they weren’t so nice. I just really wish I had a friend right now. But I can’t seem to connect with anyone. I don’t mean to make this a sob story and throw a pity party (even tho that’s kinda what it is) I just hate that I have to see people I hate everyday at school. Basically I just hope I can find friends out of school. And I can’t wait to leave there’s just a lot of s*** and people there that hold me back from being myself and being mentally okay really. I don’t have many people to talk to. Or maybe I just choose not to idk. I feel safe just blurting this out all here anyways it’s kinda a moment of desperation