I don’t believe in this and that is the only reason that I hate this teaching.
I’ve tried after the hardest challenge in my life to take it out of my life but now it’s back but there is nothing palpable.
I will probably take some another job.
And not because you took a job but bcz you want to have two. Seems like. But it’s exhausting.
And I’m not what my fat cousin Tony’s son says, it just came to me after having to see it, it will not end well bcz I don’t believe it is essentially good. Felt betrayed by my boss. He never did anything just said he will do. Ready to criticize behind my back.
I believed before but I have seen terrible things. And he is my biggest source of something endless that also has an end cause others are not better but they are good. I can take good, for a while.
I want to stay pure. I don’t want to know if my crush had fake diarrhea cause he is also a substitute teacher at my school.
I will not be pulled like this.
There is no much brains needed to know bowel movements also if you don’t work and sit on your a** whole day.
I was never about these things. And it is sad. And I have suffered. Like a f****** animal. Don’t have to anymore. I have seen it. There is nothing beyond this and I am not even crying. I can stop. I am not stupid.
And I willl joke but also not stop next to good people.