Okay, To the person that just embarrassed me in front of my classmates I hope your happy. You just judged me without knowing everything just because you saw me that way asking if I was sick or this is just how I am when I was clearly fine. I was trying to live my life peacefully by not creating bad impression to my classmate but you just had to ruin it by running your mouth without considerations. This is why I hated people, Ive met lot of people like you who had judged me too because they didn’t like who “I” was to the extent that my relatives even hated me. I hated going to school, I hated everyone and I hate my self. I have a really bad anxiety and social phobia to the point that I couldn’t stare properly in to someone nor could I even hold a proper conversation. I hated it. I was struggling so hard with my life trying and trying, I cried every night that why couldn’t I just died instead of suffering like this. Yes, Ever since I was little I was almost always alone. I had no sibling, a bestfriend nor a close cousin it was like I was destined to be alone. My parents work and come home late which was why I was always alone. It was miserable life, I had nothing going for. If it wasn’t for my parents then life wouldn’t have any meaning anymore. I hated you for making me feel more awful with myself, next time don’t judge people when you don’t know the whole story. I hated myself already now I just hated it more…
